Tuesday, January 18, 2011

my world

     My past isn't the greatest but its not the worst either.. Many mistakes made that I learned the hard way for the outcome. Wasn't the worst in school either but I managed. Went through years of hospital visits and plenty of surgeries with my grandpa growing up. Sadly to say I really can't remember much of him when he wasn't in the hospital. I grew up playing basketball most of my childhood. After finishing high school I started college and a full time job which took up most of my time.. As of June 2007 I became a full time mommy as well. Unfortunately almost 3 years later her father and i went our separate ways. My family loved to travel a lot when I was younger and we still do until this day. I can't even recall how many times my dad has remodeled our house. I grew up with so many changes in my house from color to additional bedrooms. I guess you can say my dad is a remodel freak.
    I can honestly say I'm a proud single parent today. No other joy could fill her spot that she gives me each day. I'm finishing school where I left off at. I'm hoping I can accomplish my goal that I started years ago. I even went to vocational school and became a certified wedding planner. Yet I still haven’t been able to put it to good use. I'm always spending time with my family and friends. I'm watching my younger cousin grow up in high school life(I still can remember the day she was born). My cousin and daughter are very similar in ways yet you can’t separate them at all, even if there is a thirteen year difference. I finally understand the joy and enthusiasm my dad gets when he remodels the house. I'm currently redoing a bedroom for my daughter to call her own.
    In the future I am hoping the finish or at least graduate from college like my two sisters before me did. As far as a four year college, its only a thought as of now. I'll probably get a place to where me and my daughter can call our own. I'm going to give her what she needs and deserves as well. Hopefully I can pay back my dad for everything he gave and did for me when I needed him the most. I don’t have much future thoughts, not that I don’t want them but for the fact I’m loving my life as it is right now.